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Adranksh Singh Rajput:

I thought I was prepared.

Thought I could walk through this day playing the part - the perfect father, the patient husband - while burying every impulse to pull her into my arms and make her remember what we had.

But then she walked out of the changing room, and my breath caught.

She looked beautiful. Not in the polished, magazine-cover way - but in the way only she could be. Effortless. Real. Mine.

Adhya ran toward her, holding up a necklace. "Mumma! You'd look sooo pretty in this one! Like a Queen!"

She already is, I wanted to say.

But I didn't say it out loud - not yet. Not until Maya walked toward the counter, muttering something under her breath and clearly trying to avoid my gaze.

Too bad.

I stepped closer, every nerve in my body drawn to her like a magnet. Then I saw it - a thin chain peeking out from the neckline of her blouse. Black beads. Familiar. Intimate.
Something in me cracked. Hope?

"Maya," I said, my voice rougher than I intended.

She froze.

I reached forward, careful, slow - like one wrong move would send her running. My fingers grazed her collarbone, just enough to shift the fabric.

And then I saw it in full.

The mangalsutra.

The one I tied around her neck years ago when she became mine in every way. I thought she would've thrown it away. Burned it, maybe. But it was there - hidden, yes, but never removed.

My chest ached. Years of pain, betrayal, silence - all crumbling because of one small chain.

"You never took it off," I said. Not a question. A revelation.

She didn't look at me. "I... didn't have time."

I exhaled sharply. "Don't lie to me, Maya."

My fingers hovered over it, so close. I didn't touch it. Didn't trust myself to. If I did, I'd fall apart.

"You believed I cheated on you," I continued, voice low, tense. "You hated me. Left without telling me you were pregnant. But you didn't take this off."

She flinched. "I had to protect them."

"From me?" My voice cracked. "From the man who still wakes up in cold sweats thinking about what he missed? About how old Mayank was when he lost his first tooth? About the sound of Adhya's first word?"

She looked up at me, and her eyes weren't angry anymore.

They were broken. Just like mine.

"I tried," she whispered, her voice so small. "I tried to take it off. But I couldn't. It felt like... cutting myself off from everything that mattered."

The air between us turned heavy.

"You never stopped being mine," I said, not caring how desperate I sounded. For her, I would kneel. For her, I'd burn. In front of her, I wasn't the king. I wasn't the man half the world feared. I was just Ansh - her Ansh. Maya's Ansh.

Her lips parted like she wanted to speak, but no words came. Her gaze dropped to the mangalsutra, fingers curling tightly around it - like it was the only thing keeping her grounded. Or maybe... like she was scared she'd let go if she didn't hold on.

I could kiss her. Right now. I could take her pain and give her mine and maybe we'd meet somewhere in the middle.

But instead... I stepped back.

Because I knew if I touched her now, I wouldn't stop.

And this time, I didn't want her to come back because of heat or history.

I wanted her to come back because she remembered.

Because she believed.

So I said nothing.

And walked to the kids.

But I knew-she still wore the symbol of us.
And maybe, just maybe, that meant I wasn't too late.
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As I was paying, Adhya suddenly asked, "Dada, who's that?" She pointed at my wallet just as I pulled out my card.

I followed her gaze to the small, worn photo tucked inside-a baby picture of Maya, playing with Scar and Bruno. I had taken it ages ago, back when we were kids, and somehow, never removed it.

Maya's eyes caught the image. For a second, something shifted-a flicker of surprise, then silence, as she met my gaze.

"That's your mumma," I said softly, forcing myself to look away.

Adhya and Mayank leaned in, curious. I handed the card to the cashier, then passed them the wallet.

I've kept that photo for years. And I don't plan on taking it out now. Or never.

"Don't lose it, okay?" I warned gently. They nodded as they studied it.

"Mumma, I look a little like you," Adhya said, her tiny voice wrapped in wonder.

I looked at Maya again. Her eyes shimmered, just a little, before she blinked the tears away.

"Adhya, baby, give it back," Maya said, quiet but firm. Adhya pouted, then handed the wallet back to me.

Maya looked at me, but said nothing. Her eyes flashing with a mix of emotions. Hope you find the truth out soon, Malyshka.

"Here you go, sir," the cashier interrupted, returning my card. I placed a bundle of notes as a tip before we left.
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The night sky blanketed the Kshatriya Mansion like a heavy, silent witness - velvet dark, almost mournful. Inside, Maya had gone upstairs with Adhya, gently rocking her into dreams.
But Mayank stayed behind.
Alone. Quiet. Still.

I stepped onto the veranda, heart pounding like it didn't know how to slow down. Part of me expected him to run - to shut me out the way I feared I deserved. But he didn't move. He just stood there, staring out into the garden like he was trying to piece together a life that never included me.

I moved slowly, like approaching a fragile truth.
He didn't look at me. Not yet.

"I used to imagine this," I said quietly, my voice cracking under the weight of it all. "Talking to you. Even before I knew you existed."

His head shifted, just a little.
I took it as permission to continue.

"I didn't know," I breathed. "Mayank... I didn't know I had a son. Or a daughter. I didn't even know Maya left with more than heartbreak."

His jaw clenched, but still, he said nothing.
"I would've come," I said, my voice firmer now. "Fought the whole world, burned it all down, if I had known. If I had the chance."

"I know," he said softly.

Two words. And they shattered me.

He turned then, just enough for me to see his face - and I saw it.
Pride, pain, hesitation, longing.
Like he was trying to forgive me even though he didn't have to. Even though he shouldn't have to.

"Mumma told me the truth a few weeks ago," he said. "That you didn't leave us. That you didn't even know we existed."

My throat closed. My chest burned.

"I wanted to hate you," he said, voice barely a whisper. "But how could I? You didn't choose to leave. You never even got the chance to stay."

I couldn't stand anymore. I sank to my knees in front of him - not just to meet his height, but because I couldn't bear to look down on a boy who had carried a father-shaped silence his whole life.

"I missed everything," I choked. "Your first steps. Your first words. The nights you cried. The times you were brave. I missed all of it - every moment that made you who you are."

"You missed a lot," he said.
But there was no bitterness in his voice - only weariness. A child's exhaustion in a world that made him grow up too fast.

"I'll never forgive myself for that," I whispered. "But if you let me... if there's even a sliver of space in your life... I'll be here for everything else. From this moment on."

He was silent. The kind of silence that stretched and clutched and made your soul beg for air.

Then, with eyes fixed on the night, he said, "I used to watch the dads at school. Pretend one of them was mine. Just for a second. Just enough to feel it... until it started to hurt."

My breath stuttered. A tear slipped down my cheek before I even felt it fall.

He turned to me fully now, and his eyes were glassy, his lips trembling.
"I wanted to hate you," he whispered again. "But then... I saw how Adhya looked when she fell asleep in your arms. Like she knew you were hers. Like she's always known."

I reached out with hands that had done too little - too late - and cradled the side of his face, as gently as I could.

"You both own me," I said, my voice barely a thread. "Even your mother. Everything that's left of me... it's yours."

He blinked, once. Then twice.
And suddenly - without hesitation this time - he lunged forward, wrapping his arms around my neck, burying his face in my shoulder like he'd been waiting his whole life to be held.

"I want to call you Dad," he whispered into my shirt.
And that was it. That was the moment everything inside me broke, and I let it. I held him like I would never get another chance, holding on to his tiny shoulders like I was the one that needed him. And I did. I needed my son.

"You can," I worded out. "You always could."

And in that moment - under the fractured moonlight, with my son in my arms and a hundred wounds bleeding at once - I didn't feel like I had found them.

I felt like they had brought me back to life.

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